Life So Far

Pretty topsy turvey, life has been lately. Sorry to sound like yoda, but the situation warrants it. My love life is in shambels, my psyche feels like it was beat with a thousand baseball bats and then it got a nice ride in a blender. I dunno, depression sucks and I know I am not at that, guess I am just in a blah mood for a little while till things straighten themselves out. I have been taking charge in the events of my life up until two months ago, and everything went to hell. My ex is a psycho who I had to have steph tell off and she isn't even my girlfriend, much as I try. Ahhh, screw it all, let god sort it out. Sometimes it really feels like I need a good blunt or a bottle of Jack Daniels to wash away everything. Can't say I don't miss the days of getting fucked up and wading through life's total bullshit and sometimes I yearn for it. Oh well, hope is a fading thing, and all I can do is wait for it.


"You can't always get what you want, but if you try sometimes, you find, you get what you need."-The Rolling Stones